Used some app to did this and Sweetheart doesn't seem to like it. Box him.
Told him to use as his phone wallpaper, die also don't want. #reasonswhyIhatehim.
So he is out there partying and I'm at home rotting my life away.
Ok, admit that I'm feeling abit emo-ish for idk what reasons.
Really just wanna down some shots and sleep or get high like fuck.
Sometimes when I feel that other guys are giving me more concern than him, I will tell myself he is doing his best to. Maybe I'm not his priority anymore but he is really trying hard to place me back in his life.
I swear life will be much better without me.
Despite his busy schedules, he is willing to spend his lunch time with me and I can see that he is treating me better. I'm way too paranoid I guess. Is it insecure or I'm just not used to it?
I admit I still vent my anger on him, actually I'm still me.
Demanding and all. I know I can't be like this but I'm always a disappointment isn't it.
I swear he is someone I never thought I would disappoint, but I did.
Maybe I'm too used to having him around whenever I'm angry, sad, depress and so on.
No matter what happened between the both of us, I'm glad that it's back to square one again.
Rainbow please come soon, it's been raining too long.
I'm tired of rain.
I'll be there when you aren't feeling good.
I'll be there when you need someone.
I'm just not sure if that's what you want.
Ok, I'm so not crying when I'm typing this. Fuck my eyes.
