♥Jolynpuff: Happiness

Fellow readers, please support BAP new song alright.

Rain sound ! Zelo *melts*

WISP a few days back and lecturer showed us an article showing that Singaporeans are one of the most unhappy people among 150 countries.

Survey was made for 150 countries and we are in the 150th position.

GDP keeps increasing but the percentage of happy people are decreasing.

We are one of the most emotionless human beings in the world too.

I never really thought about Singapore culture before, but I guess it's time to.

Have you been so excited over an outing when you are young, you can't sleep the whole night, but on the next day, your parents told you it's cancelled, you make a fuss and they claim that you don't think in their perspective?

Have you ever feel damn broken when you are a teenager and the person you wanted to be beside you the most told you to stay strong and he just fall asleep?

Have you ever work so hard for something when you are an adult but got accuse for by the boss for being lazy and not completing your work on time?

I've been told to suck it up a lot of times in my life.

I got to admit I did have a pampered life when I was younger. Guess I took it for granted and karma hits hard.

I weren't so emotionless before some stuffs happened. I used to express my emotions well if you read my previous posts.

I used to expect a lot, but due to many disappointments, I just shut down.

I used to complain a lot but no one cares to listen anymore, I just shut up.

I used to be this happy go lucky girl but reality hits me hard.

I used to love wholeheartedly but pain scares me.

I used to think of forever but lies exist.

I hate how emotionless I am for the past few months.

It's like I should be feeling sad/disappointed but when I see those words coming out, I felt nothing.

Literally nothing. I'm totally immune to it and I totally sucked it up.