Love makes everything so hard.
I didn't realize previously but now, changing isn't about what I said I'm gonna do, it starts when I'm actually doing it.
Too many things not achieved over the years, too many chances wasted cause I'm too scared to soar.
I don't know what I should do in my life, but starting to save shall be my first strategy.
Money really makes the world go round, even if you don't want to admit it.
Stalking those pretty girls on blog thinking why can't I be like them.
Why aren't I born pretty or slim? ):
Maybe I didn't take the effort to change myself and maybe I should try.
People judge anyway so what's the problem right.
Totally ideal type of girl for me:
Taylor Momsen
I like to be Blair Waldolf too but I guess that Jenny Humphrey is my type. Lol.
And the first thing I have to start doing is slim the fuck down.
Mehhhh, anyway, Newtown's accident is freaking me out and I'm so moodless thinking about it.
How can people be so cruel, I mean, they are innocent kids who haven't even live their fucking life yet.
Fuck humanity I swear. If I'm a vampire, I will just switch it off totally.
Ok, I can nag about this forever.
Some cutiepies to light up this place.
It's not Zelo's birthday, just find the gif cute. Haha.
Congrats B.A.P for getting the new artist award.
Hard work pays off eventually and Zelo don't cry. It breaks my heart.
My craving for having a BB is coming back and I'll be changing phone on Jan.
How?
I know I'll regret getting a BB though.
Forget it, worry later. Me want a fucking tattoo nowwwwwwwwwww.
Money where are you.
10 more days to Christmas. So bliss ^^
