How does it feels like to be really happy? Haha. I don't know.
I do feel abit held back even when I'm smiling. Regardless with who.
I wonder how I survived for 19 years.
Yes. Extreme moodswings these few days. Idk why. Too tired maybe.
I'm totally working my ass off. Two more days to break.
Those stuffs that used to break me doesn't seem so important now.
Things that I used to care alot seems to be so insignificant now.
I would really like life to stay the way it is now. Please.
Don't change anymore. I don't want anyone of you to leave me again.
Ok, I don't know the moral of this post. Lol. Bye.
