Come on, be strong

I experienced weakness and I know how important it is to be strong. 

You can't rely on people to pick you up when you fall, you can't wait for people to comfort you when you are sad, you can't expect people to be there when you don't want to be alone. 

No one will be there forever, people leave eventually. 

I told myself I'll  never be weak again, no matter what is gonna happen in the future. 

I don't want to rely on people anymore, I have myself. 

I don't need those concerns that aren't true, I don't need those love that aren't real. 

No matter how hard I try, what's not meant to be mine will not be. 

So here, back to this sentence.
What's meant to be, will be. 

I'm tired of expecting and getting nothing back. 

I'm tired of keeping those disappointments to myself. 

I'm tired of feeling invisible. 

I'm tired of being the second choice. 

My heart is tired. I'm tired.