How pathetic, IKR.
But, got some stuffs from there.
Ok, this was suppose to be a happy post.
I felt happy shopping alone yesterday, but I feel so damn pathetic now.
I never went out alone before, I never coop myself at home for 3 days straight before.
I never felt like a social outcast before, I never see this coming before.
Idk, it just felt like, in a blink of an eye, I'm all alone.
Idk who to call out to, idk who to tell my problems to.
And I thought Libra was suppose to be in the center of attention for everything. Ha.
I hate having to smile when my heart is dying.
I hate telling myself it's ok when tears are filling my eyes.
I hate waking up to absolutely nothing to look forward to.
I hate making someone first when I come in second, or maybe third.
And, most of all, I hate being weak.
So, I smile when I'm not ok, I make myself look like I'm all alright alone.
Maybe people get use to me being alone and felt like I'm happy with it. Whatever.
Anyway, yes, I'm a selfish bitch.
I'm a friendless girl.
I'm difficult to get close with.
My bestfriend is my laptop.
Bye.
