Just some random thoughts that made me wanted to blog.
Been seeing too many people blogging or tweeting that they broke up.
And the reasons for initiating the break up is because they do not deserve the other half.
They wanted their other half to be happier.
What a selfish thinking. I really hate people thinking that way.
You can't just say that you aren't good enough for another person.
You can't just decide from your point of view.
Where's the together forever?
I'm taking this way too serious I know. It's not my relationship anyway.
But I had the thought that I don't deserve anyone too.
I think that I'm a fucked up bitch and Dear really didn't have to endure all these shits that I'm giving to him.
I've thought of ending everything, I've thought of giving him an easier life.
And the past came haunting. Do I want to do all these selfish stuffs that I hated?
It doesn't mean that someone did that to me, I have the rights to do that to others.
It doesn't mean that the previous guy doesn't love you, this guy will do the same.
We have to give chances, we have to try our very best before letting go.
Why some people just can't get all these into their heads?
Letting go doesn't mean granting happiness. It means running away from all the problems.
Don't be a bitch or bastard doing this. Seriously.
Sorry for ranting, I'm just feeling grumpy today and nothing is helping me to cheer up.
