Emo ness has fallen upon me few days back till now.
Damn fucked up, damn screwed up.
I'm feeling damn bad yet I still have to smile while I'm in school, in front of people.
I tried my best not to flare up on Dear and this time, it wasn't all my fault, I swear.
You said you didn't change, but all I heard myself saying was, you won't do this last time.
I've changed alot, like seriously alot.
Whenever I thought back at how I treated you, I feel like a bitch.
I don't see myself treating you like the past now, I'm treasuring you now.
Why can't you joke at the correct time, though when you were scolding me, your face didn't look like it was joking.
I could have just burst into tears at that moment but I chose not to.
I hate the fact that when I'm already pissed off, you treat it as it was a joke, which made me pissed off level up.
At that point I really wondered, was this the guy I've loved?
You've changed my dear, don't say you didnt.
Everyone does and I'm used to it.
Nevermind.
