Short getaway with Dear, Angelynn and Jiejie (:
Will post about it soon! Like tomorrow cause I'm kind of lazy to on my laptop even though I'm not tired. Technology makes us lazier. Hehe.
Having the normal three meals for like almost a week already. I know I grew fatter but don't have the courage to step on the weighing machine.
Im gonna do it tomorrow, though most probably my mood will be affected but I've got to do it sooner or later.
I mean, I made this choice. I always wanted to be like this. And I had like lots of fun eating at genting, so I'll be ok, hopefully.
Back to the reality world is like so sucky.
Got to face all the troubles once again. Especially with my weight problem.
I'll still worry about it over there, but not so much. Now back in Singapore, no why, but I'm just scared to get on the weighing machine.
I'm a loser I know.
I'm a girl that needs to understand the bless to be able to get fat.
Some people don't even get the chance to eat!
And I guess I made the choice to eat cause I don't know which day I'll be gone from this world, and I thought of what I'll regret the most, it will be not eating the food I wanted to eat.
So now, even if I grow fatter, I shouldn't be complaining. I should be thanking god for being nice to me, at least I'm not fat right?
Just doesn't have flat stomach, skinny legs and arms.
Im ok, I just needed some time eventhough I used up alot of time already!
Just abit more and I'll be ok, I think.
Weight, please be nice.
Just ranting only.
