
Ok, just didn't want to make this post looks plain.
Blogging with my phone now, so yah, it's not quite the same as the real blogger. So I'm here to rant again. Not because I'm in a bad mood or what.
Just want to say about my feelings and seriously, I hope no one will ask me about who I'm talking about. I'm not emotional. I just want to talk it out to someone or something and I think here is a good place to. So, no asking, pretty please?
Alright, so, there's this girl. I've like always got kind of jealous when I see her or what so ever. I never saw her in real life before, and I mean see is through Internet. Her photos and all.
She is just another skinny and pretty girl that I get jealous of, but not only that. I don't know how to say to make it not so obvious on who I'm talking about, so I'll skip it. I always thought that her life was awesome, she got no worries and all. I admit I'm a stalker yeah. But now, things got different cause of some reasons. She's broken and all. Though I never talked to her before, I felt that I knew her all along and I seriously got the strong urge to like console her, you know. But I can't, I dont have the rights to.
Cause if I do that, it'll be like I'm mocking at her, which wasn't my intention.
I guess that, from her, I realized that everyone's life isn't as perfect as what I seem it is. It's just that, we all have different problems. Argh, I just feel hopeless when I cant help her.
I learn to look at life in a different way, I start to cherish things around me, I start to look at things differently.
Lastly, you know, I know, everyone knows. Life isn't perfect.