Actually, we are kind of different. You know?

Here to upload photos for Udders first.
Saw a really cool quote over there.
'Don't be selfish, think of Udders first' Cool uh.


Dear's Strawberry Fields with Awesomely Chocolate.

My Snickers Mars Honeycomb Vanilla with Cookies&Creams!

Looks so god damn nice right ! *Saliva drips.

See him enjoying his ice cream (:
Paiseh to say, but is his first time there. LOL.

So, after my last common test *yayness* just now.
Went over to Jurong Point to watch X-Men First Class (:
Awesome can! Super!
I wanna be a mutant too ):
Now I know why professor is call professer x and why he is crippled!
And why they so handsome when they are young?! Haha.

Walked home from Dear's house and guess I became quite gloomy.

I never wanted to tell you that you can't do this, you can't do that.
I never wanted to convince myself that we were different.
I always wanted to be like you, so there won't be a big gap between us.
I know you are a clean freak and I'm ,well, dirty.
I tried to make myself notice more about hygiene, try not to make dirty your things.
I know you dont see the need to treat everyone nicely, but to me, I feel happy treating others right.
I know things that make you pissed off wont make me piss off and vice versa.
I tried to not show out my feelings when I'm pissed off. I tried really hard not to show it, but you know, I'm ,well, me.
It's not that you didn't try, it's not that I tried alot.
We both did our best to this relationship or maybe I can work abit more harder.
You tried hard to compromise with me.
You tried hard not to get piss off when I'm pissed.
You tried to cheer me up when my attitude was like f up.
You can see, we both want this to continue on.

Maybe just for today, I did realize, we weren't just different in character.
Maybe our mindset are different too.
You can get real pissed off when your things spoil while I'm totally peaceful.
I can get real pissed off when you start making fun of others and you are there laughing it off.
I dont mean you should change, it's you, I know.
But maybe I came to realize that I won't want people to do those mean things to me, that's why I didnt do it. I dontknow how you think.
I'm not blaming you here. You may be sad after reading all these.
Just felt that, we should just talk it out.
Everyone's different, just that I didnt expect our difference to be so big.
You know I love you, you know I wouldn't want things to change.
I hate saying all these, I might as well open a private blog and rant all these out.
But it's not gonna help in this relationship. What if one day you found out about the private blog and saw all these words. I dont wanna tear you apart.
I told myself I'm not gonna cry when I typed all these.
You should know how much it hurts me, especially when you told me you dontknow why I'm being so angry over you saying those things to others, or about others.
It's ok to gossip, but it's not ok to say things that will hurt people.
Ahhhh fuck, I'll stop, I'll stop.
I dont wanna keep ranting on anymore.
I'm just too over sensitive. I'm sorry.

I dont want to lose you, but guess things will somehow change from here. I'm sorry.