I wish I was a child once again.

Should I just blame everything on the injection?
Or is it just me?
I guess this is how depression comes in.
I freaking can't believe that I am feeling so bad till tears just drop down.
What am I doing, I am suppose to be strong.
Its the injection, its the injection.
What am I feeling? Can I scold vulgarities, like seriously.
I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate everything.
F off.

I'm so freaking not myself.