why am i so careless, so useless?


i flunk my chemistry SPA, O level somemore.
i shouldnt be confident about it.
its my fault, i didnt do it well.
why do i get so nervous when it comes.
i thought i was ready, but, i was wrong.
fuck, i hate myself.




maybe its right that you leave,
so that you wont have to face this useless person anymore.