hmm, cannot get to sleep. all tense up suddenly.
memories keep replaying, i tried to stop it, but it just continues on.
dont blame me for being like that, cause i dontwant to be like that too.
dontknow what to do....
Maybe sometimes, just needed someone to know me, know what i am thinking, know what i am feeling. But i guess its difficult, cause i dont even know what i am feeling, what i am thinking.
Should i be happy, or should i be sad?
Should i be wearing that happy smile, or should i just show my real emotions?
What is my real emotion anyway?
I'm so tired, so many questions in my mind. Will it ever stop?